She never stopped but at some point she rested

That place she was in comforted her

Made her seemed not to get up that she's pinned herself up

People assumed

Noises were clear that she would never be able to escape from that chain

Time clocked, the earth spun

No one could not come in

Cause she closed all of its way in

It's cold even we're inside. That fluffy blanket seems do not do its job right. We've tried hot chocolate and put our hands around its side but we're still freezing hard. That cups of pot noodles are our last chance. Glasses up so cause that soup from the pot fogs it up. Soon, those tiny hands gain back its rosy color and it's still my favorite place to hold on

The sunset that evening hit our face

It all turned orange and red

Don’t forget the waves that curled between our feet, I still felt it tickled my feet when I wrote this

And I remember the sky, it was all blue just like the color of your favorite jacket I stole from you

Also the wind that combed our hair and tried to mess it up all the time

Do you really want me here? Or is it just because I have to be here

Do you really want to ask me? Or is it just formality

Am I nobody? Cause you make me feel like one

Do you wish me to say no cause what I sense is uncertainty

do you know what my favorite series is? I know what yours are but do you also watch mine like I do? I remember all of your stories. I can recall how you got that scratches and I wonder why I never hear you talk about mine in our conversations. I drag myself into your bubbles but why don't you go into mine? why is it only you in us?

Tangisan si tak baik

Tentang sesuatu yang datang dari hal yg tak baik

Kenapa selalu menghulu pada hal yg tak baik?

Bukan kah yang tak baik bisa jadi baik bagi yang lain

Yg tak baik kenapa juga jadi hal yang tak baik

Apa tak bisa semua jadi baik

Padahal pula diatas kebaikan hal tak baik itu dilakukan kenapa tak berbuah kebaikan pula

Atas dasar apa tak baik ini tak baik

Berawal atas pendapat yang tak pasti ada benar atau salah

Otot mengencang

Jari-jemari dengan cepat mengelitik permukaan layar

Dahi berkerut

Rahang membatu ngilu

Terjepit diantara egomu

Debat belum tentu hebat

Mengalah tak jadi masalah

Salah tak mesti kalah

Untuk benar tak harus kasar

Tak harus paksakan kehendak tuk selalu sama

Biarlah ada beda

Semua bisa sama-sama

Asal bisa hargai opini

Hati dibui sendiri

Tak semua harus diungkapkan

the twenty three

no job

no degree

no earning

more responsibility

never ending difficulty

a strong relationship

warm friendship

gaining achievement

big disappointment

the underachievement

stressing

demanding

drawing

singing

home bodies

company

jealousy

joint injury

another surgery

anxiety

empty

looking for job

hugs

alone

miscommunication

introverted

talk more

reading

saving

understanding

caring

loving

finishing study

healthy

happy

wealthy

hobby

unity

i might've slow 

i might not glow

everybody grows 

but i was somehow always in sorrow 

now i know i disavowed all vows

she was happy

he was jolly

but why i always filled up of jealousy

every frustration and meltdown lead to a conclusion

that i can't own every crown

i won't won all competition

it's not races

so i'll walk at my own pace

to embrace every grace 

I got another chance to meet you. So I wanna impress you. Being a better person I wanna change for you. Forcing myself to do what I wasn't used to complete I wanna do my best for you. Why don’t you stay the whole year? cause the world seems nicer when you are around. I thank You for blessing me with this cause not everyone got chance to meet you.